April 2, 2017.
I’m honestly not in the mood to write anything right now. I spent an hour writing something, but then I scraped that because I didn’t like it. My mood is just completely gone right now.
I tried writing this post so many times, but I just can’t get a version were I like it.
A lot of things are on my mind right now and I can’t exactly think straight.
I instigated some drama and I feel bad because it escalated into something I didn’t think would happen.
I’m also worried about a friend who might do something a bit extreme over something like this.
The worst case scenario is, I wake up tomorrow and I learn that one of my friends committed suicide. This could be a possibility and I am scared.
The best case scenario is, this drama gets resolved tomorrow, in person.
The other scenarios are, this drama never gets resolved.
I don’t know.
My head hurts.
I feel bad.